On my way after work, gg to hospital to see my ah gong. In the mrt, i receive my sis's missed call and msg me asking me quick come to the hospital...
I have the bad feeling :(
So when i reach Novena station, i run as fast as i can to the hospital. When i reach there, i still need to line up to register in order to go up and i already running out of time n the queue is moving very very slow as the person in front dun know y dragging so long. After tat i see my dad and my aunt and uncle also rush here.
By the time, i reach my ah gong's bed, he is gone. I still didn't manage to see his last time and i really very sad n i just cry n cry as i cant believe the reality:(
Only my sis & my 2nd aunt manage to accompany him when he go to the heaven. The rest of us did not manage to see him as all of them are being held in the traffic jam.
I dun know y my tears just cant stop falling down & my dad & aunts & uncles keep calling to stop crying liao but i still cry till my whole body trembling & hot.
At tat moment, sadness is all i can describe and really can feel the word SADNESS means & my heart is aching with pain:(
After tat, i calm down when i reach hm as i still have to accept the reality even though i dun wan.
