幸福哦！！！

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Today ROM 11.11.11, wish my friend happiness always!

☆〜（ゝ。∂）

Around one and half months had past and I still trying hard to do my best and also adapting to the environment but it seemed that as time goes by, I faced different types of problems.

Needed to be independent as people mostly care about themselves and not willing to help you.
I respected you cos you are more senior and more experience but doesn't mean that you can be bossy lo. I can understand that cos of my ability not that good and this had added burden to u but it seemed to me the feeling that you give me is that I owe you and no sincerity in helping at all. Sometime your attitude make me feel that I am incapable and just a extra there.
I had been trying my best not to trouble anyone by learning as fast as i can as I know that everyone had their own work to cope. I just had to console myself to look on the better side as sometime is easy to help then ask for help.
Lucky there were still some willing to help me out but I also can't kept bother people with my problem. Now I just had to spend more time and effort to find out the solution first before really went to bother them.
After all, I still need to go on and just hope that I can hand on asap and to prove myself that I can make it. Try to look at the brighter side might make me more happy.(><)